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Saturday, July 22, 2006

hee @ 12:56 AM

Friday, First Cellgroup Meeting with my beloved dancers! =D
went to school at 1pm for DSAG tutorial.. saw desmond on e bus.. hee~ he's da wang lee hom look alike ^^* hmm.. he sat next to me and we talked.. muahas. =D so yea.. we were the 1st to reach the tutorial room.. weird.. usually they'll be alot of people who reach b4 us.. anyhoos, tutorial was a short 1.. so after tutorial.. met up with my group members to do DBSY assignment.. but.. NO LABS WERE AVAILABLE! so we ended up doing nothing again -.- ugh. assignments are such a pain! if only i was like Pui mummy.. study in Laselle! juz dance and dance only~~ how cool is that! but then again, laselle on provides ballet n contemporary classes.. ha! so i'll be like -.- also.. haha..
mmm.. after proj. discussion, went home.. did abit of my DBSY assignment.. then left home for meridien shopping centre.. needed to go FOS and buy my outer top for Straits Times Dance Competition.. (it's just tmr!! *gan jiong*) yep! thank God that i'm able to find both of my inner and outer tops.. will be wearing a yellow tank-top from Fox on the inside.. (when i went to buy on Thurs, it was the last piece!) as for the outside, its a yellow n grey long sleeve shirt for men from FOS.. (its also the last piece!) phew~ really thank gotta God! if i couldnt get the tops.. i really duno how am i going on stage with Nu X's cuz all of their outfits are the same.. hee. i kinda like e men's top! even though the design is super plain.. but jeah.. i juz like it.. hee.
after getting my top, it was almost 6pm alrdy.. so i rushed down to O School.. when i got there, xian n jacky were on their way to Kopitiam.. gonna buy dinner for Bro. Kenny.. so i went with them.. went we got back to O School.. almost every1 was there alrdy.. we fellowshipped! yay~ love 'em la! ha. we took distorted pics with jacky's laptop again!! woooo~ also, recorded a spastic video.. lip-singing to Dharni's beatbox, "All From The Mouth" ha. FUNtastic!! o ya.. theresa had a big big bruise on her right knee.. so i helped rub her bruise.. lolx. she was in sooo much pain la! but still.. dun care.. =X not that im a sadist k.. cuz its for her own good mah.. if dun rub.. the blood will clot for duno how long.. so yea.. rubbed it real hard so that it'll recover soon.. heh. =p
hmm.. CG was supposed to start at 7pm.. but was delayed til arnd 8++.. even so, CG meeting was awesome!! yongzhi led us into a time of games.. muahas! fun la.. we were all running all over the place like mad.. lolx. and yz fell! funny la he.. accident-prone~ muahahahahas! then, chewie was the loser for the game.. so she needed to do forefeit.. so cute la! hehe. anyways, after e game.. it was time for cg meeting!! i could feel the prescence of God right at the beginning when bro. kenny prayed.. he lifted up our cg meeting and Proj. O into God's hands.. whoa~ God's prescence juz fell upon the entire room =D praise and worship was great! so was the Word! hmm.. and i really think that its a word in season.. encouraged many of us.. including me~

How to Lead a Successful Life?
Ans: We gotta learn how to handle disappointments!
how true! life is always full of ups and downs.. but we should never dwell in our failures/disappointments for too long.. don't keep looking back on past failures.. if not, u won't be able to focus on a better and more successful future!
its always easier to praise God when all things are well.. but in bad times, we gotta continue to praise and trust in the Lord! this is where our level of faith increases up another level.. where we learn to be more dependant on God.. and not on our own strength and understanding..
mmm.. while i was in the bus, on my way to Meridien.. this verse suddenly came to me..
Psalm 34:1
I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.

ha. its great how God works.. the word which He has given me is totally relavent to wad Bro. Kenny has preached today.. and it really encouraged me! mm.. things have been tough for me lately.. in school and family.. its like.. when 1 problem is over.. another pops out of nowhere.. ugh. sumtimes i really feel so discouraged that i would just breakdown and cry alone.. i admit that at times like these.. it isnt easy to praise God.. i wld keep tinking abt my probs.. then i'll try to solve it on my own.. but i got nowhere when i depended on myself.. and just like what Bro. Kenny said.. "when i fight for myself, God cant fight for me." so yea.. i'm sooo gonna change my mindset now.. to continually give praises to God.. especially in tough times! and i won't shut my emotions from God.. im gonna be open and cry out to the Lord in times of need! just like King David :))
when cg meeting was coming to a close.. tears welled up in my eyes.. i juz felt so loved and encouraged by God.. that He knows exactly whats on my mind.. what are my burdens.. even when i keep it to myself.. indeed, God is never too late.. *xing fu de gan jue* and always remember.. "Great shortages in life is always followed by Fullness!" i believe that i'll get to see my rainbow soon.. right after the storm =D so, keep going on and dun give up!!
-i could sing of your love forever-
heh. after cg meeting, there were some refreshments for us! ha.

*yummy*

hot mama & rainbow girl ^^*

jacky's kiam pa face..

da papaya & da banana! o look! our clothes are inverted colors of one another.. calness~

he tinks this pic of him is nice.. wahahahaha. spasms!

xian, my sweetie.pui, da hot mama.me

xian.cute chewie.me
hmm.. din stay long to fellowship after cg.. had to rush down to SMU for Nu X's practice.. to finalise our formation.. yay! everything's done! gotta pray hard that i remember the steps and formation tmr.. i wanna dance well!! full-out!! accents!! sharpness!! energy!! without any mistakes!! jia you jia you~ and also, will keep my beloved JP & MEC in prayers too.. despite the fact that we're competing against one another.. muahas. lets really do it for the glory of God k! =D we'll all rock the stage and burn the floor!! we're gonna own the top 3 positions for Straits Times Dance Competition!! (by faith) hehe. alrights.. will be goin to bed now.. gotta wake up early to rehearse at SMU.. will upload the rest of the pics soon.. after i've koped them from pui & jacky's multiply account.. hee. nites :))

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