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Thursday, August 31, 2006

woohoo! @ 2:31 AM

Exams are soooo over!
yay~ no mugging for another 2 months! yes!! more time for the people i love, dancing n shopping!! wheee~ after the last paper today, went for supper with gwendo, ger, choon, xyz, mel, sly and wenping! ha. it was so much fun! laughed like mad.. also, we realised that choon & xyz got the same flow la.. tsk. it was double the madness when the both of them combine powers please.. ha. anyways, gonna do some update on my birthday!! wahahahah~ tons of pics to upload la.. but i dun tink i'll load all.. too tedious.. heh.
anyways, on sunday itself.. like i mentioned in the previous entry.. quarrelled with my dad.. den felt really upset.. cried myself to sleep.. but then at arnd 2am.. my bro woke me up.. saying that my frens called and that they're downstairs.. ha. i was a lil stunned.. cuz i was still in a blurry state of mind.. so yea.. i walked to the kitchen window.. looked downstairs.. and there they were!! ger, choon, juncen n darren! with many pretty candles! o man~ it was beautiful!! the sight of it made me tear la.. i was really so touched by them n their effort.. =D thanx guys!! it really made me feel a whole lot better!! hee. so i hurried downstairs to look for them..

pretty eh?? ^-^

yep! they were the ones responsible for it.. hee. thanx guys~ love y'all!!
that was not it.. they bought me a cake too! hee. so yea, they sang me a birthday song.. i made a wish n blew out the candle.. then, there was more.. ha. pressies!

pretty retro beaded necklace and funky zara top! both from choon sweetie.. muahas. =D he's really so nice la!! made me an examination de-stress kit.. celebrated my birthday a few times.. ha. and now, 2 wonderful presents!! wah~ david! u're a nice guy~ (miss swan's accent) ha!
after opening choon's gifts.. ger passed me a big paper bag.. so it was time to open her present! when i saw it.. *speechless* o man! she gave me her brand new vintage puma bag!! mmm.. she knows that i really love the puma bag and managed to buy it recently.. but the handles sort of broke after using it for 1 week.. lolx. i carry too much junk in my bag.. =X anyways, at that point of time.. i really felt like i couldnt accept her gift.. i mean.. that was her bag.. she likes it too and bought it for herself.. she had not even used it yet.. not once! even the brand tag was still intact.. wah~ then she hugged me.. and said "cal, take it ok? i know u love the bag and u just broke urs.. so i'm giving you mine.. since i also dun have much cash to buy things for you.. i decided to give you something thats of my own.." i tell you.. the moment i heard that.. i just broke out in tears.. cuz the way she said it really made my heart melt.. i could feel how much she loves and cares for me.. so sincere.. to the extent that she's willing to give up something she loves.. and give it to me.. just so that i can be happy.. wow~ thats wad i call Agape love.. a love thats truly unconditional.. i dun tink i'll ever forget this moment.. a moment whereby i'm able to experience such love that God has for me.. through a real person.. a great fren.. by the name of GERALDINE LIU MEI JUN! hee. =)

so touched by her words.. she's my angel :))

ger's puma bag to me.. awwww~

she oso gave me this!! a pretty lil box with meaningful things inside! nice wishes that represent my family, love life, friendships and spiritual life! hee. she's so creative can! thanx babe!! love ya to bits! =D
heh. after the presents, we walked over the the coffee shop below my hse.. sat, chilled and ate! muahas. i went back upstairs to keep all the gifts.. then brought some drinks n ice cream down for them.. hee.

and we were like sooo retarded can.. especially david ang choon choon!! muahas. i tink he got high from too much coke, hagen daaz icecream n chocolate cake.. lolx. he was practically talking nonsense the whole time.. acted like a monkey.. kept laughing over the littlest matter.. and he re-enacted the entire video clip of Mad Tv's, Memoirs of a Geisha.. ha. spastic la!! here's the link to the video.. http://youtube.com/watch?v=-TSWaKWiAhY ha. its kinda dumb.. but still.. muahas. wah.. i din know tt choon was so talented can.. he played every role of that geisha vid by himself.. lolx! and the way he did it.. HILARIOUS~ gosh.. theres never a dull moment in ur life when you have him as a fren.. heh. really! so, if u tink that your life is boring.. let me know.. email me.. tag my board.. anything~ then, i'll give u his contact so u guys can probably meet up some day and he'll start being the kuku person that he is.. which will eventually make u laugh ur head off.. sometimes, u'll end up rolling on the floor grabbing ur stomach real tight cuz all that laughing is giving u cramps.. ;) yep! so step rite up! dun be shy.. muahas.
o ya! david's england were super powderful that night.. he keep talking the wrong words.. one after the other.. nonstop 1 sia.. wahahaha~ ok.. that was the ugliest sentence structure ever! but still.. nvm~ mmm.. and back to david's dumb english.. and it was arnd 3+ in the morning alrdy.. 1st: he wanted to say "...... wake you up" BUT! i duno why he ended up pronouncing it as "........ wake kiu kup" wahahahaha! -.- 2nd: "...... clothes crumple" but it came out from his mouth as "........ clothes krumpler" 3rd: ".......... my aircon is Daikin ok~" but, it ended up as ".......... my aircon is Dakeen ok" 4th: "....... walk through the under pass" but he said "......... walk OVER the underpass" lolx! over?? like how sia.. tsk. and lastly, "........ frog" but that smart fella pronounced it as "....... flog" wahahahahahaha! all of us kept laughing at him la.. nonsense sia.. mmm.. so we had total madness til arnd 4am+.. den we all decided to go home alrdy.. cuz some of us had to wake up early for service!

she's sweeter than icecream!
heh. anyways, ger stayed over at my place that night cuz she din have any transport home.. yep.. then woke up at 6.30am.. gave david morning call.. then ger and i met him at my house busstop at arnd 8.45am.. took bus down to expo together..
service was great.. lolx. pastor preached about some stuff.. kinda interesting though.. ha. mmm.. so after service, DN1 celebrated my birthday~ ^^* received a nice card and a black flat top cap from them~ *screams* that was what i've been wanting to get la! hee. thanx so much guys!! especially puii~ thanx for knowing my heart and got the cap for me!! yayness~ love love!! hee. =D so after that, we went to changi airport for lunch.. had popeye's chicken! ha. then, we went over to the viewing gallery once we were done eating.. that was when we started to get high and took lotsa crappy pics n vidz! but it was just so much fun~

toilet sweeties

the best papaya ever! he did a recording of beatboxing cum singing of birthday song for me!! at like 4am in the morning!! so sweet la.. thanx papaya~ =D its DOPE!! loves it~

with my funky flat top cap! yeah~ erm.. ignore the hard-gay pose.. ugh.

puii, my lovely darling plankton!

drama queens.. ha.

thats HOT!

dun ask me.. i also duno wad they're doing.. ha.

we're departing for Paris.. bye people~

that little walkway that leads us to the plane..
ha. we did record some dumb vidz as well.. lolx. yes, we did retarded stuff in front of so many people at the airport.. hee. so fun!! anyhoos, the vidz can be found in project o's multiply account.. check it out if y'all want to.. hur. mmm.. alrites, after the airport.. went over to town.. chilled til arnd 7pm.. then i left while the rest of them went over to cineleisure.. mmm.. rushed down to downtown east chalet.. yay! finally get to meet up n fellowship with my ex-cellgroup! *misses*

celebrated bro. pierre's and my birthday! ^-^

they'll forever be a part of me =) *loves*

my beloved CGL!! sis. sheevonne~~ =D
o ya!! b4 i cont. uploading the rest of my pics.. heres wad happened after the birthday song.. as usual, make birthday wishes rite.. so bro. pierre asked me to share my wishes 1st.. after i'm done.. he shared his.. 1st, he wishes that all e students in the cg would excel in our studies.. 2nd, he wishes that all working adults could earn more money.. and lastly, he said that its gonna b very romantic.. so he held sis. sheevonne's hand and pulled her over to his side.. then, bro pierre got down on one knee, took out a ring and proposed to her!! *screams* all of us were cheering like mad!! ha. and it was the 1st time that all of us could see that sis vonne was feeling kinda shy.. hee. so cute n so sweet la! and, sis vonne said yes! woohoo~ our cheers grew even louder than b4.. ha. awesome!!

congrats, bro pierre and sis vonne!! woowee~ ^-^

besties always!

aman, my beloved ghetto queen!

sweeties, shirley & edna ;))

ivan & zhao! the 2 super hao nan rens.. heh.

regina! she's got a voice of an angel..

bro. pierre's so nice! thanx for everything~ :))

haha. i guess he really misses me.. =X mengness & calness!

check out our 1000 watt smile! *shing* hehe. btw, congrats on getting water baptized raymond!! ;))

yung! my francais daddy.. lolx.

victor, james and i!

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard.. ha! miss those times man.. ;))

ber! my artsy fartsy designer aiai~

jadon aka zhao! ha. congrats on ur water bap. too :)) woohoo!

the very cute donovon! hee.

thanx everyone! am truly grateful for all that u've done! hee. once again, THANX & I LOVE Y'ALL!!

i see the futurein your eyes

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

exams @ 12:20 AM

Exams are here!
hello people.. having a short break from all that mugging.. mmm.. feeling kinda tired though.. but cant sleep yet o.O *yawns* anyways, 1 paper down! woowee~ 3 more to go! haha. today's paper was... hmm.. not that great but not that bad?? ugh. doesnt matter.. i've already lifted it up to God.. i believe that i'm able to pass! thank God and His spirit for bringing many things i've studied back to my rememberance while i sat for today's paper.. ha. if it wasnt for God.. i probably would have left many blanks in my paper.. hee. so yea.. i'm happy n thankful! =D
o yes! today is also brother pierre's birthday!! woohoo~

happy birthday brother pierre! thanx for everything~ especially for yesterday! =D also, congrats to both u and sister sheevonne!! muahas. ^-^
hmm.. was mugging for 4 hours straight.. den felt kinda pressured n stressed.. but khye, my princessy best fren sent me an sms juz now that made me feel so much better!
in times of difficulty, don't ever say, "God, i have a big problem".. instead, "hey problem, i have a big God!" and everything will be alright :)
yep! thanx best fren!! =D woowee~ HEY PROBLEM!! I HAVE A BIG GOD!!! nothing will stand in my way.. i'm gonna do the best that i can in my revisions & exams! ;))

yep, the only guy on the bottom left is my best fren.. wahahahaha~ khye!

p.s : got lots of pics to upload can.. all those taken on my birthday.. yay~ haha. will get to it right after my exams k! stay tuned~ :D alrighty, signing off. -mugging mode-

i see the futurein your eyes

Sunday, August 27, 2006

19 @ 1:05 AM

the day..
dear heavenly Father.. i've turned 19! may this be a turning point in my life =) new beginnings.. new breakthroughs.. new heights.. Amen.
stayed home the entire day to study.. stressed out.. hais. then at night.. went to bedok interchange, met up with TRP peeps.. saw shee zheng for the 1st time since he left for china a few months back.. was supposed to have ban li ministry.. but didnt.. ha. at least for me.. the rest did though.. cuz gwen and i went walking arnd bedok central.. by the time we went back.. they finished ban li already! sadness~ i din get my dosage of ban li.. ha. but still.. its alrite.. another time then..
it was abt 11.30 alrdy.. most of them went home.. while the few of us living in bedok went to mac for awhile.. fellowshipped and laughed over retarded stuff.. ha. there was choons, darren, zhen yi jian (ha.) , shee zheng, juncen and i.. then after awhile, jocelin came to join us =)

juncen doesnt look 20 rite?! haha. chicken little~

pretty joce and i ;)

heh. juncen da cute..
anyways, i'm really so happy and touched to receive sms-es and calls from the people i love.. so sweet! thanx guys =D also, thanx to joce, choons, darren, zhen yi jian, shee zhen and juncen to wish me face to face!! yay! ^^*
ivan low! thanx for being the 1st to sms me.. u're awesome! :))
yong mun! thanx too! you remembered even after sooo long!! so touched can!! :))
yong zhi! thanx for your wishes! :))
Aileen! thanx dearie! so sweet of u lah~~ love ya too! :))
theresa! u missed me today rite? cuz i cldnt make it for gin's lesson.. ha. anyways, thanx darls!! *loves* :))
chewie! thanx my cute lil lao hong hamster!! sweetness~ :))
choons! wahahaha~ thanx for sms-ing me even tho i was sitting just next to u.. lolx!! u rock la! :))
qian min! babe! its been soooo long.. and u remembered! so sweet la!! hahaha. thanx k.. really appreciate it.. miss ya much! :))
nikz! thanx man.. so nice of ya to send me the verse~ nikzadelic! :))
dawn! babe!! thanx so much~ u're my sweetheart too! thanx for everything k.. u're just sooooo sweet.. love ya much!! :))
wenping!! wah~ how u get my number?? ha. thanx man! u're sooo nice!! hee. so touched la.. really thanx k! lets have supper at the hiphop prata shop soon! :))
melvyn martin choong! thanx too! ha. i bet it was wenping that reminded u to sms 1 rite.. lolx. =X even so.. thanx man! all the best for ur papers.. ugh. IT.. -.- hahaha. :))
jeffrey! ha. thanx for your reatrdedly funny sms.. it did put a smile on my face.. lolx. study hard dude! :))
as for phone calls.. amanda was the 1st! muahas.
thanx woman!! i noe u love & miss me still even though u always act like u dun.. wahahahahah~ yes, i love ya lots too! thanx for being the 1 who guided me thru my walk with God when i was still a baby christian.. u're the best! u rock, drama queen! :))
then darren chua was the 2nd! lolx. thanx bro! but wad took u sooo long?? lolx. =p k la.. not as long as it took for me to wish u.. hahaha. tk care aites. :))
ha. received a call from home.. mummy n daryl both wished me a happy birthday! whee~ sweetness! thanx!! love y'all soo much! :))
last call i received was from jacky!! my papaya.. woowee~ but it was no ordinary call.. ha. he did some beatboxing for me can!! AWESOME please!! no1 has ever done that before.. lolx. to me at least.. well, singing have.. but never beat boxing to wish me a happy birthday! wahahahaha~ thanx leh papaya! u're so sweet!! really appreciate u lots!! thanx for always calling me up when i'm sick or when i cant make it for dance.. u nice guy.. heh. :))
i was really happy.. all the stress that i was feeling jus disappeared.. overwhelmed by all the love i received from my family n frens =)
mmm.. anyways, we left mac at arnd 1am.. joce left to meet her fren.. while the 5 guys offered to walk me home 1st.. lolx. coolness. it really felt like i was having bodyguards.. heh. yep! they sent me to my hse.. then they walked back home.. thanx guys!! aprreciate y'all!! hehe.
but then.. when i came home.. saw my daddy.. so he called me.. at 1st i tot he was gonna wish mi happy birthday.. so i was kinda like grinning from ear to ear.. but he ended up nagging at me.. cuz of my handphone bill and some other stuff.. aiiis. was kinda sad la.. i dun even tink that he remembers that its my birthday.. but i dun blame him though.. i'm actually quite ok if he or any1 else doesnt remember this day.. but i duno why.. i was so affected by his nagging.. usually when he scolds me.. i'll just keep quiet and remain calm.. but today.. i duno why i cried.. hais. tears just kept running down my cheeks uncontrollably.. but i hid it from my dad.. din wan him to see.. so i juz brushed my hair across my face to block the view.. but then, my bro managed to catch me crying.. so he sort of cheered mi up and gave me a piece of tissue.. yep.. my bro can be so sweet at times.. thanx man.. love ya :))

i see the futurein your eyes

Saturday, August 26, 2006

mugging @ 5:16 AM

exhausted
hello people.. mmm.. it's 5.16am.. just got home from mugging session with jeffs.. wah~ we started from 1am til 5am.. coolness. my 1st time mugging overnight.. heh. anyhoos, gonna do a short entry den off to bed i go! *yawns*
hmm.. b4 meeting jeffs.. went to raffles city.. bought a lil pouch for my hp n ear-piece.. also, i saw this really bimbotic pen.. kinda like it tho.. ha. so i bought it as well.. muahas! spoil myself again.. woowee~

so victorian! loves it~ ;))

tadaa~ its really shiny n blingy.. tink that its so cute la.. heh. anyhoos, b4 leaving RC for o school, met ger n choons! then ger passed me these!

pastries from breadtalk for the 5 girls of proj. o! thanx ger! u're sooo sweet! love ya much! =D mm.. couldnt stay long to chat with them.. so rushed off to o school.. had ryan's PT.. muscle aches all over can.. ha. then after PT.. took a shower @ O school.. i love the bathroom! so nice~ kinda like a hotel's.. hee. so yea.. after that, we had a combined CG meeting with the teachers of CHEC.. played a game.. o! today's CG was kinda different.. ha. we stood up during praise n worship instead of the usual sitting down.. and we really jumped n danced before the Lord! ^-^ also, during the preaching of the word.. bro. kenny did it in a university style.. where we'd break up into groups and analysed qns from last weekend's services with Dr. Bernard.. then we'd come up with answers.. kinda fun n interesting.. then at the end of the day, each group wld have a representative to present our answers to every1.. whoa~ and cg ended at like 11.15pm! ha. it lasted for 2 and a half hours~ woohoo! awesome! hee. when cg meeting ended, we celebrated Bro. Kenny's birthday!! =D then, all of us went out for refrenshments.. pizza!! ^^* mmm.. but all of us din stay for long.. fellowshipped for arnd 20mins or so and we left for home..
so yea.. i came home 1st.. unpacked my bag.. washed up and changed into some casual outfit.. then at arnd 12+, jeffs called.. he said he was at my house downstairs alrdy.. so, grabbed my bag.. went down to meet him.. walked over to mac and started mugging.. but arnd 10mins into our studying.. he started exploring my camera phone.. ha! so we played arnd with it for abt 15++min.. then, my batt went dead.. muahas! thank God man! if not i think the both of us wld have been very distracted.. end up taking pics instead of studying.. ha. but then again, its back to the issue of discipline.. i must die to the flesh! in both dance n studies.. after hearing ryan's words today.. i realised that its so true.. when we learn new stuff (dance).. we have to go home n practice.. just have to put aside 30mins per day to practice all that we've learnt is good enuff.. rather than to learn new stuff this week.. go home and not practice at all.. then next week when we go back for class.. only then we try out/practice wad we learnt the week before.. like that, we wont be able to go up the next level cuz every week, we'll jus keep going thru the same old stuff cuz we have not mastered it yet.. same goes for studies as well.. yep. DISCIPLINE is what we lack.. we ought to change that mindset..
jia you project o! learn new stuff. pratice at home. show wad we have learnt in the next lesson. WE CAN!!
anyways, here are some pics taken with my hp camera..

night-vision mode.. check out my green lips! woohoo~ DOPE! =p

muahas. nonsense sia.. and jeffs was complaining abt his outfit and his hair.. saying that he wear til so casual.. also, never style his hair.. tsk. men these days.. all so vain la! worse than the ladies.. lolx.
mmm.. so after taking these few pics.. battery died.. ha. so we continued mugging til 4am (had alot of muscle cramps in between that 3 hrs! ugh.).. den he suggested that we tk a break n walk to 7-eleven to buy snacks.. and i was like.. ok.. so i started packing up my notes n stuff.. then he asked..
Jeffs: u gonna bring ur whole bag there ah?
Me: yah? den leave here meh?!
Jeffs: ya la.. as if any1 will steal like that..
Me: *stunned & speechless*
muahas. but still, i decided to bring my bag along.. but left all my notes there.. ha. cuz my bag is my baobei!! given to me by my beloved TRP peeps! expensive k~ im not gonna let anything bad happen to it! ha. but that fella just brot along his wallet n hp.. leaving his notes, a carton of milk which mac gave for free with every purchase of a meal n his krumpler bag (which costs $170+) there! ha. such a retard =X
so yea, we walked over to 7-eleven.. was browsing at the sweets arnd the counter area.. then the cashier suddenly talked to me.. lolx. she said that my bag was cool!! yay~ of cuz cool la.. my beloveds bot it for me 1 ma.. hur. ^^* so yea.. toked to her a lil.. found out that she loves big bags as well.. cuz look more garang.. rather than a small bag.. too lady-like.. lolx! she's so cute n frenly la.. heh. den after that.. i walked arnd to look for more stuff to buy.. ok.. so when jeffs n i were done.. i went to pay at the counter.. but before i left.. she said..
Cashier: ok, thank you..
Me: *smiles* byebye~
Cashier: btw, cool bag and cute boyfren..
Me: eh?!! he's not my boyfren!
wahahahas. and that jeffrey.. so thick skinned can.. while we were walking back to mac.. he said.. "u got hear wad she say?? i'm cute leh!!" lolx. den i was like.. "erm.. ok, shut up.." ha! =X nonsense 1 loh.. tsk. anyways, when we returned to mac.. everything was still there.. but i duno y.. jeff is such a dumb dumb.. instead of checking his bag to see if anything's missing.. the 1st thing he checked, was the carton of milk.. he wanted to see if any1 had drunk it n left it empty for us -.- lolx! anyhoos, continued mugging til 5am.. then we decided to go home.. he really looked half-dead la.. actually at arnd 3plus.. he alrdy like cannot make it.. asked him wanna go home.. he die also dun wan.. wanna act HERO only.. he said if i wanna go home, den go.. he wanna stay n mugg summore.. lolx. but i was still alive n kicking.. so accompanied him til 5am.. mmm.. so, we left mac.. he walked me home.. then, he gotta walk all the way home by himself again.. even tho its only 3 busstops away.. but given the condition he was in.. he looked as if he could collapse and fall aslp on the ground anytime =X alrights.. going to bed now.. good nite people!
ps: wont be able to go for gin's hiphop class tmr =( -mugging mode- *sianzors* have fun project o!! missin y'all alrdy~ see u guys on sunday for service! yes, can any1 be so nice to gimme morning call a like 7am?? i dun wanna be late for service ever again! heh.

i see the futurein your eyes