Wednesday, February 28, 2007
prayerful day @ 1:39 AM

okay! so here i am.. finally blogging again.. shall do a quick update.. mmm.. we just hung up.. had our 3rd prayer meeting.. mmm.. more of a prayer conference for today.. it was good.. prayed for us and our relationship again :))

so anyways, had an uber prayerful day.. tuesday morning, woke up.. prayed.. did some last minute revision for SWEN.. prayed summore in between my revision breaks cuz i needed to stay focused.. i dunno why but for some reasons i kept getting distracted.. then, got ready for school.. entered the examination room.. laid hands on my SWEN paper and prayed again.. mmm.. the paper was quite ok i guess.. took me 1 and a half hours to complete the paper..

left school to meet him at bugis.. then we trained down to boonlay.. had our dinner and did a tinsy winsy bit of revision.. then chews came to find us.. not long after, aaron, xian n jasmine arrived.. so we walked around jurong point for a lil while.. that dumb aaron got himself 2 new pairs of shoes! -.- rich kid.. hahaha. so after that.. bus-ed down to JW church building for prayer meeting..

it was awesome! we spent most of our time worshipping.. felt refreshed :)) prayed for our cellgroup and for the upcoming taiwan conference.. great! ^^ mmm.. so after prayer meeting, choonsie called me and asked if khye was gonna send me home.. said no cuz he needed to go home do revision.. so he asked me if i wanted to share cab with him, leon and 1 of leon's fren.. considered and thought, why not? yep! so met up with them outside attributes.. went out, got a cab.. and talked nonsense for the entire journey.. expected la.. as long as choonsie is around.. theres always nonsense.. hahaha! :P but there was an uber long jam along the expressway.. accident i tink.. whoa.. cab fare was 'chor' please.. when it reached my place, it was arnd $20++ alrdy la.. but leon was real nice.. he made me pay $4 only la.. hahaha. thanx dude! =D

okay.. thats about all.. mmm.. yes! im left with my final paper on thrusday! GUID!! java.. java.. java~~ o well.. jia you! i somehow dun find java abhorrant now.. wanna know why?? cuz i managed to get B's for both of my java assignments! woohoo~ its really amazing that when u do well in something and feel a sense of achievement.. it really helps boost ur love liking for something u once hated.. haha.

mmm.. before ending this entry.. i just wanna say.. I LOVE MY ABBA IN HEAVEN! ^^ thanks for a great start in 2007.. thanx for my family, frens, finances, blessings and a soul mate.. hehe.

God, thank u so much for khye :)) he makes me smile.. he gives me the xing fu de gan jue.. he takes care of me.. he encourages me.. he believes in me.. he does retarded stuff to make me laugh.. he lets me suan him time and time again.. he lets me correct his english.. he gives in to me whenever im pms-ing.. he laughs at the dumb things i say/do.. he doesnt mind seeing the unglam side of me.. he lets me bite him as and when i like.. he lets me doodle on his hand.. he doesnt mind me being a spoilt brat.. he's willing to let me spend all his money, leaving him with only a pair of boxers to wear =X he makes time for me despite his busy schedule.. he leads me.. he helps me out with dance.. he has my best interest at heart.. he's truly a great guy.. a man who's also after Your own heart.. what more can i ask for? he's already all i ever wanted.. the best part is, we flow with the same vision.. i feel safe.. knowing that he's someone whom i can trust.. someone whom i can follow.. knowing that he wouldnt let me fall.. once again, thank you lord for placing such a great guy in my life.. one who is sensible.. sees things in the long-run.. plans for the future.. one whom im able to relate to.. i can just talk to him about anything and everything under the sun.. he listens :))

khye, you know how much u mean to me right? haha. yep! i'm sooo gonna cherish u because i know that i'm never gonna find another quite like u.. so yea.. u're stuck with me for the rest of ur life.. muahas! and if u're tinking of backing out.. sorry, too late! so thats just too bad for ya =p also, thanks for everything k.. from the sweet lil things you do.. to the big sacrifices u make just for me.. appreciate it all.. *loves* =D we'll walk this journey together.. hand in hand with God in the center of it.. also, lets jia you together.. achieve what we wanna achieve! remember ah.. next year Levi's Dance Competition!! hahahaha~ ;))

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Monday, February 26, 2007
my song for meng.. lols. @ 12:03 AM

meng! this is for u! wahahahaha~ :P

Kelis - Milkshake

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

I know you want it,
the thing that makes me,
what the guys go crazy for.
They lose their minds,
the way i wind,
i think its time

la la-la la la,
warm it up.
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

i can see youre on it,
you want me to teach the
techniques that freaks these boys,
it can't be bought,
just know, thieves get caught,
watch if your smart,

la la-la la la,
warm it up,
la la-la la la,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

Once you get involved,
everyone will look this way-so,
you must maintain your charm,
same time maintain your halo,
just get the perfect blend,
plus what you have within,
then next his eyes are squint,
then he's picked up your scent,

lala-lalala,
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge.

i see the futurein your eyes


Friday, February 23, 2007
mary j. blige - we ride @ 12:17 AM

studied at bras brasah's mac in the afternoon with him :)) started doing some doodling halfway in between to de-stress.. muahas.


his hand.. rofl. ke lian de xiao dong dong..


the ring that i gave him has a much bigger bling than the 1 he gave me please.. boo~ selfish sia.. ha! but even so.. =D


that's us! muahas. the plankie & the bear.. the plankie and the bear.. one is a genius, the other's insane.. the plankie and the bear.. the plankie and the bear.. the plankie, the plankie and the bear, bear, bear, bear, bear! =p

mmm.. so we mugged til like 7.15pm.. then waked over to oschool.. attended ryan's lyrical hiphop at 8.. loves it! hee. also, ryan told us some stuff bout our dance exam.. o man.. we'll be tested on bboy! =\ freestyle summore!! wtp man. im so gonna need bgirl, puiman's help la.. hahaha. but then, sumthing interesting is that we'll also be tested on group choreo! woohoo~ ^^ mmm.. o ya! oschool just put up some new pictures on the wall outside the red studio.. and i managed to spot puiman's and my face!!


tadaa~ hahaha. ok. random :))

alrites, shall stop here.. gona go youtubing for now.. check out the dance floor.. im sooo gonna support fantastic four!! too bad kimmi's not inside.. hahaha..
p/s: thank God for healing once again!! no more fever and aches for today.. yayness~ great is our God.. great is our God.. make His praise loud.. make it loud.. make it loud =D hahaha.. mmm.. not forgetting those who kept me in prayers and showed concern.. mmm.. his TLC also.. hahaha.. thanx guys!! appreciate it loads! ^^


Mary J. Blige - We Ride

just can't help it
i love my hun
all that i need
and all that i want

said i just can't help it
i love my hun
all that i need
and all that i want

everybody asking "why mary ain't mad no more?"
it seems like a question
that i've already answered like too many times before
now ladies if you got a man
and he treat you real good
ain't you gon' flex every chance that you get
now ain't you gonna love him just like you should
especially when you never thought you would
yeah
oh you know
That i'm all into the feeling
and i never look to lose it
Oh for sho'
this is consistent
with you i find the rhythm

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
hey
how you like it
how you like it
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
no, i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

i got a song in my heart
that's all that i need
i sing it acapella
i sing it to the beat
what we are is classic
you know it
because your attitude shows it
now fellas if you got a girl
and she treats you right
ain't you gonna spend
every dollar, every cent
eh
ain't you gonna make sure she stay fly
especially when she's reppin' you for life

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
hey
now how you like it
how you like it now
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
and you know i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

you are mine
i told you before
i wouldn't lie
i need you and more
gotta stay with you
i am safe with you
let me repeat it in case you forgot
love is a mountain
and we're at the top
yeah
breath and strength
cause I see the future in your eyes

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
how you like it
how you like it, baby

i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
And you know
i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
now how you like it
how you like it
yeah, yeah, yeah
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
and you know i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

just can't help it
i love my hun
(and we ride)
all that i need
and all that i want

said i just can't help it
i love my hun
(and we ride)
all that i need
and all that i want

from the day 'till the night
we ride
we ride

i see the futurein your eyes


Wednesday, February 21, 2007
a not so happy chinese new year @ 10:36 AM

this seems to be the worse year for CNY yet.. not counting the ang pao collection and fellowship with project o.. everything else seem to.. well, kinda suck.. ha. there were some issues at home for the 1st two days.. aiii~ i hate arugments man.. especially ones between my mum and dad.. ugh. anyways, on the 3rd day of CNY, fell alil sick.. caught the flu bug.. nose was itching like crazy, kept on sneezing and eyes were alil puffy.. even so, i simply popped 2 panadols down and felt alil better.. so went down to bedok interchance and met up with some project o peeps.. afterwhich, cabbed down to kenny's house to bai nian..



isnt the pool pretty?? ha.

so, over at kenny's house.. we played 'sabotuer' and 'bang'.. ate.. talked.. chilled.. mmm.. left his place at arnd 8.30pm or so.. (thanx kenny & serena for inviting us over!) heh. then a few of us cabbed down to town.. ate at hong kong cafe.. that was when my nose started itching again.. its so irritating please.. mmm.. then, left town at 11pm and headed home.. bathed, popped a panadol and we had our 2nd prayer meeting.. it was great! both of us were healed from our flus! yay~ He heals :)) mmm.. but halfway through the night, my stomach felt alil uneasy.. bloated. felt like sh*tting and vomitting.. when i woke up the next morning.. i sooo wanted to stuff a finger down my throat to force the puke out.. hahaha. im not anorexic ok.. its just cuz it felt really uncomfortable!! but b4 that, my mouth was feeling real dry so i went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water.. gulped down a mouthfull of water in the toilet and.. lo and behold, i merlioned everything out instantly! wah~ i seriously hate the feeling of vomitting.. makes me feel so weak.. so i was stuck at the toilet bowl for arnd 10mins.. vomitting my stomach out.. then when i was finally done, sort of crawled back into bed.. could hardly walk please.. mmmm.. so i fell aslp til 2pm.. woke up feeling feverish -.- intended to go for e-ching's class still.. to dance and sweat it all out and make the fever go away.. but i really couldnt make it man.. was aching all over.. body felt weak.. head was thumping real hard.. i hate being sick.. ugh. had no appetite at all.. only managed to eat like 1/4 of my chicken porridge.. am praying and believing that God will heal me once again.. by tonight! mmm.. also, that dancing gummy bear is such a sweetie :))

programs for thursday: study LSCM.. then at night, ryan's lyrical hiphop and after that.. ryan/daniel's class..

whoa~ really cant afford to be sick tmr man.. mmm.. fever and aches BEGONE! orh lor lor lor~

.You are the Lord, that Heal-th me.

i see the futurein your eyes


Saturday, February 17, 2007
@ 11:08 PM

was browsing through youtube when i came across this video.. o my gosh! i finally found it!! fell in love with this song when i 1st heard it but didnt know the title.. hahaha.. now i know! lols. brings back memories.. i used to dream that this song would be played on my wedding day.. ha. :))

Kenny G - The Moment

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Friday, February 16, 2007
random photos @ 12:45 AM

mmm.. am just gonna do some random photo posting right now.. for fun, laughter, peace and joy :))

pui (head stand) aaron (freeze) khye (handstand)

plankie's HUGE heart-shaped lolly!

we became B-girls overnight! uh~ aint it funky!

plankie calls me the weird tai tai.. rofl.

my spastic bro with mr bean's bear! hahaha. nerd leh~

v'day gift from darling serena! its Ferero Roche!! thanks babe! so sweet of ya!! ^^

i see the futurein your eyes


CNY Service @ 12:10 AM

met khye and xian at bedok after school.. had dinner, then bus-ed down to expo for CNY service.. every attendee was given a goodie bag of some sort.. there were 2 oranges, a set of red packets and a packet of bee cheng hiang ba kua in it! hoho. so dope.. lols. service was great and pastor derek shared a word that is in season.. like totally man.. haha. the topic was on "Relationships"

4 negative attitudes that destroys relationships.

1) Selfishness destroys relationships.
Antidote: Selflessness builds relationships.

2) Pride destroys relationships.
Antidote: Humility builds relationships.

3) Insecurity destroys relationships.
Antidote: Love builds relationships.

4) Resentment destroys relationships.
Antidote: Forgiveness builds relationships.

haha. thats just a rough outline of the message.. the main points.. and its really good.. i seriously feel that its a double confirmation from God.. cuz of some stuff that happened a few days ago.. probably a week.. mmm.. that He's telling us the causes of failed relationships and what can be done to salvage it.. that He's guiding us through this journey.. wow! indeed, when you acknowledge Him in all your ways, He shall direct your paths (Proverbs 3:6).. i believe that God is leading the way for us right now.. when He's the center of the relationship.. when our desires are in sync with His.. He will see us through :))

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Valentine's Day Eve @ 2:26 PM

The Eve of Valentine's Day

went marketing with him at Fairprice.. lols. it was a cute and funny experience.. so we shopped around for groceries.. then headed back to my place and we started cooking! ha. it felt so retarded cuz its been a long time since i did some real cooking.. hahaha. im a real noob when it comes to cooking okay.. so yea.. he had to teach me how to peel potatos! rofl. got the hang of it after the 4th potato so i became an uber pro potato peeler from the 5th one onwards.. peeled 7 in total!

hands cramped after that.. ha.

he was in charge of cooking the steak and cheese hotdogs!

mmm.. things turned out pretty good actually.. yay~ i'm so proud of ourselves! ^^ heh. my bro loved the potato salad i made! hahaha. i feel a sense of accomplishment.. lols. yes! hahahaha~ dinner was awesome.. the food was good and i've got him by my side.. things could not have been more perfect :))

our masterpiece! woohoo~ ai xin dinner.. lols.

that cute dancing gummy bear who never fails to make me smile :))

so anyways, after dinner.. i did the dishes while he did his assignment.. at 1130pm, we had a short prayer meeting together.. was good.. mmm.. and i'm glad that we're making a point to really put God in the centre of this relationship.. then exactly at 12midnight.. he pulled out this red book from his bag and passed it to me.. he wrote me a book! heh. how sweet!

after reading the contents of the book.. i felt so loved, encouraged and motivated.. it was really heart-warming to see how much effort he's put into the entire gift, the entire day and the entire relationship.. i really appreciate it khye :)) i dun need no fancy dinners or expensive gifts.. its the little things you do that makes me feel like i'm the most xing fu person on earth.. hahaha. just couldnt stop smiling to myself ^^

-calynne feels loved-

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Monday, February 12, 2007
:)) @ 4:21 PM

assignments cleared! no more programming until after the holidays.. YAY! i'm a happy person now.. haha.

so anyway, its been a blissful 1 month and a day :)) thanks for all you've done ^^

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Saturday, February 10, 2007
wad a day~ @ 2:20 AM

BBOY-ed!
learnt so many stuff from KH today..
he taught us 6-step..
top-rocks..
baby freeze..
chair..
and some other stuff..
hahaha!
it was quite fun..
tedious though..
yay~ pui, tess, chews and i are a step closer to being BGIRLS!
rofl.
pui simply rocks..
she can do every kind of dance..
from ballet to modern contemporary to jazz to hiphop to reggae to bboy!
lols.
POWER~
hahaha.
anyways, cellgroup meeting was led by jalene..
the message was on Prayer..
a great word..

the only way to sustain myself when serving in ministry is not to dance less.. but to pray more!


mmm.. had a talk with him at nite..
bitter-sweet.
but then again, i know he cares..
apologised.
he's such a sweetheart :))
i'm sticking to my first choice!
i'll change..
thanks for doing what u did..
i know it wasnt easy..
and i respect u for that..
thanx for sharing ur thoughts with me..
to let me know how u really feel rather than to bottle it all up..
u're different :))
you have no idea how much ur words have impacted me and touched my heart..
working towards the same vision..
<3

-teach me how to pray. let all i think and say please You, Lord-

i see the futurein your eyes


Friday, February 09, 2007
woohoo @ 12:52 PM

yeah~ another presentation down! muahahahas. it went quite well.. and also, i got a high B for my problem package 1!! o-some ah! thank you jesus :)) hee. am over the moon ^^ so now, i'm just left with WBAD assignment; due monday 3pm.. and CMSK presentation; due Thursday.. yay~ hahahaha. okays. shall go back to solving my errors for WBAD now.. toodles~

i see the futurein your eyes


Wednesday, February 07, 2007
muscle aches and blisters @ 11:59 PM

just came home from dance practice.. i'm like sooo tired please.. its been a long time since i last danced.. so when project o resumed training yesterday.. we reunited with muscle aches and blisters.. on tuesday, we had 1 and a half hour of street jazz and another 1 and a half hour of ministry training.. and as for today, it was 1 and a half hours of jazz techniques.. whoa~ i can seriously feel my muscles starting to ache man.. also, lil blisters are forming at the sole of my feet due to excessive pirouettes.. hahaha. and tmr, it'll be more dance practice! ryan's lyrical hiphop.. then on friday.. BBOY! rofl. so scarey man.. *prays for protection* mmm.. anyways, time for some random pics :))

darling peiyong and i ;))

my spastic looking brother.. rofl. love him la!

i see the futurein your eyes


=D @ 12:34 AM

TO ALL MY DARLINGS WHO ARE SITTING FOR EXAMS.. JIA YOU!! U GUYS ARE GONNA DO GREAT! I'M BELIEVING TOGETHER WITH YOU FOR IT! GO ALL OUT AND DO A GOOD ONE ALRITE!! *LOVES* =D

i see the futurein your eyes


Tuesday, February 06, 2007
almost done @ 4:42 PM

mmm.. lets see.. i've cleared 2 assignments and 1 presentation.. woohoo~ its almost over! its just 1 assignment, 2 presentations, 1 quiz and 3 exam papers away~~ wah.. then again, seems like a long way to go -.- hahahaha. i need to replenish my brain juice.. yawns.

i see the futurein your eyes


mmm.. @ 12:48 AM

blogger forced me to switch to the new blogger..
-.-
anyways, am glad that i've handed in my java assignment..
yes! i'm free from programming! (for now at least)
mmm.. mummy's back from thailand!
she brought back some clothes and accessories..
visited daddy in the hospital at night..
he's looking much better! :))
after which, had dinner at pepperlunch..
saw jack outside plaza sing.
he looks like 'L' from Death Note!
hahaha.
mmm.. tmr's gonna be a long day..
end school at 6pm..
go down to o school for dance..
8pm - Ryan's Street Jazz Open Class..
9pm - Ministry training..
woohoo~ project o's new schedule is xiong man..
and i cant believe that we gotta learn how to BBoy..
rofl. can you imagine?
me, breakdancing..
ha!
i think the only thing that i'll be breaking are my bones man..
heh.
but im sure its gonna be fun..
jia you!


-Zoe life of God-


on melvin tan wee keong's birthday.. our (ger and i) main goal in life is to wipe him off the face of the earth :))

i see the futurein your eyes


Saturday, February 03, 2007
-.- @ 8:44 PM

java-ed the whole day man.. ugh. super no life.. started since 12pm.. the only time i stopped was when i left the house to visit my dad in the hospital.. cabbed down to CGH.. spent some time talking to him.. am glad that he's looking better already.. God is good! He heals and He answers prayers ^-^ butnot sure when he'll be discharged though.. the hospital is still keeping him in for observation.. o, and thank you guys who have been keeping me and my dad in prayers.. appreciate it much! love y'all~ =D mmm.. so at 8pm, visiting hours were over.. left the hospital and cabbed back home.. aiii~ so broke please.. but wad to do.. gotta send peiyong my files by tonight.. ok. im off to being an IT geek again.. bye people~

p/s: i was so engrossed with my java assignment that i cooked cup noodles with cold water.. muahas.

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hello. @ 12:27 AM

Java-ed from 11am-4pm in school..
was working on my GUID assignment, trying to solve the errors when suddenly..
the program wasnt able to compile..
so, right there and then..
my GUID tutor entered the lab and warned us about some virus thingy..
he told us to be careful cuz the virus might just erase everything from our thumbdrives..
guess wad.. when i check to see why my program wasnt able to compile..
i found out that all my files in the thumbdrive got erased!!
i totally freaked out please..
all my assignments were in there and the worse part was, i had no back-up files..
-.-
whoa~ i seriously felt like crying man..
assignment's due monday, 9am and its all gone..
i was like "God! why like that??"
mmm.. i unplugged my thumbdrive from the PC..
and started praying silently..
afterwhich, plugged my thumbdrive back in..
YES!! my files were back!!
phew please~
God is awesome and prayer works wonders!!
hahaha. Thank You Jesus! ^^*
so anyway, went to expo to attend Pastor Ulf's conference..
a great word!
I'm Blessed~ ;))
mmm.. but i wont be able to attend tmr's conference though..
gotta rush my GUID assignment..
peiyong wants to compile everything by tmr..
gosh~ gotta pia like mad already..
mmm.. i'll probably be watching the service online..
yep.. am tired.. going to bed alrdy..
but before i end this post.. just wanna upload some random pics.. heh.

Allison; (English) kind-hearted.. heh.

tan melvin, on his birthday! the boss of Va-Va-Voom Cafe was so nice please.. he gave melvin that dessert thingy for free!

geeks.

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Thursday, February 01, 2007
attacks. @ 8:40 PM

project o has been facing alot of attacks from the devil lately.. its like one after another, problem arises.. we get sick in our bodies.. mmm.. probably because the 9 months are almost up.. so he's finding means and ways to break us up or bring us down.. he does not want to see us succeed.. he's afraid to see us fulfilling the cultural mandate.. influencing the marketplace.. so the best way for him is to either distract us or make us fall ill..

mmm.. i feel like some of us have lost the passion to dance.. lost sight of our vision.. being distracted by other things in life.. therefore, take for granted the previledges that were given to us.. such as free trainings by some of singapore's best dancers.. and an awesome dance studio.. sigh. the devil oso makes us fall sick.. cuz when our bodies are weak, we won't be able to go for practices.. when our bodies are weak, we wont be able to serve God through our dance.. seriously man, almost every1 in project o havent been feeling well lately.. mostly, gastric and food poisoning.. tsk. and when he fails to make us sick, the next thing he does is to make our family members sick.. then, we'll get distracted.. like when he missed me from eating expired stuff yesterday, he aims for my dad.. who's now being hospitalized.. mmm.. missed ryan's class today cuz i had to rush down to CGH to visit my dad.. am glad that he's feeling better.. but could see that he was still feeling alot of discomfort.. heart pain man.. so i prayed for my him.. and i'm sure God will heal him :))

also, i'd like to thank pui, khye, chews, jacky, ryan and nikz for their concern and prayers.. really appreciate it.. *loves*

ha. the devil is one smart dude.. but then again, we're smarter cuz we've got God on our side.. i believe we're stronger than that.. we're not gonna succumb to him.. not ever! so yeah.. get ur filthy hands off of project o and our families if you know whats best for u, Mr S.A TAN.. siam la siam la~ *chaines.kicks.krump.whack*

project o's gonna make it through.. just you watch!

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calynne tay
nineteen
temasek poly
27 august 1987
project o
DN1/E13


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