Thursday, December 28, 2006
falling @ 1:13 AM
cant eat, cant sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kinda stuff :))
i love you jesus :) @ 1:29 PM
its been awhile since i last updated.. been real busy with school, assignments and dance.. i shall just do a brief entry on the past few days..
Thursday
woke up late.
only managed to arrive in class like 5mins before SWEN tutorial ended.
this means if i were to miss another SWEN lab/tut, WARNING LETTER. ugh.
felt like crap in school
so burdened.
everything just came crumbling onto me.
cried.
i seriously felt darn lousy about myself.
since i couldnt pray while in school, i decided to text God.
i wrote Him a 9-paged sms, seeking His comfort and assurance.
true enough, felt so much better after that.
He is forever faithful. =)
JESUS, YOU SO ROCK MY SOCKS! ^-^
Friday ..
went for ryan's choreography class.
he taught us 1-eight.
then, he gave us homework to do.
we had to come up with a routine, 4-eights in total. 1-eight of the one he taught us. 2-eights of our own. and 1-eight of freestyle.
we had to show it to him the next day, saturday.
o yea! got an invitation to "The R(A) Show" wahahaha. R(A) stands for ryan & andrea.. woohoo~ wedding invitation!
Cellgroup meeting was great!
xuehui joined us for the 1st time :))
we played a really cool game.
wenzhi was the star.
he could draw really well with his eyes blindfolded.
Genius, indeed!
Cellgroup message was "Time to seek the Lord"
Prayer is like air. without it, i'll be like a dying person.
Have constant communication with God. wherever i am, juz talk to Him.
Seek the Blesser, not the blessings.
learn to tarry in the prescence of God. don't be in a rush, just wait upon Him.
Saturday..
went to o school.
ryan called us into the studio and said it was time for a quiz.
my gosh~ the homework he gave us was actually a surprise quiz.
all of us became nervous, forgot our own steps.
i just don't understand why are we all so afraid of ryan?
its like, whenever we are singled out to dance in front of him, our minds just go blank.
before and after the quiz, we could all do the steps. we had it in the palm of our hands.
but once we're in the studio, in front of him. its a goner.
we totally messed up.
could see that he was disappointed.
so were we, in ourselves.
after the quiz, he gave us more homework.
we had to come up with 10 poses, 10 facial expressions and a self-choreo routine of 4-eights by thursday.
BUT, he'll only give us the song on wed nite.. which means i'll have to come up with 4-eights in school! =Lord, i pray that You'll gimme a creative mind so that i can come cum with 4-eights of routine just like that. *snap fingers*
so after that, we had spring cleaning in oschool.
the white studio was the most tedious job.
we scrubbed the floor like mad.
but it was fun.
haha. is kenneth's so hungry that he has to dig the thrash bag for food?
when u put ryan & kenneth together, it just spells entertainment.. ha.
Sundayi truly feel that the message Pastor Kong preached was a one in season.
be like Shamgar.
be bold; step out in faith.
if God has given you a dream, it will come to pass.
start at where you are
use what you have.
do what you can.
i believe in the power of ONE!even if the odds are 600 to 1, i believe that i can be a great dancer for God.
despite the fact that there are many other better dancers out there that i have to compete with.
i believe that i can!
Despite that i have fear within me.
i believe that i will overcome it.
With God, all things are possible.
courage is not the absence of fear; courage is the boldness to confront your fear!Shamgar (Hebrew) = the one who prays and obeys.
i will be a Shamgar.
watch out world, here i come ;)
after service, went for a short lunch then for prayer meeting.
o-some~
cant wait for christmas service.
im sure that it'll be a blast.
i'm gonna bring at least one fren for service!
after PM, went to parkway parade's jean yip, dyed my hair violet-brown.
i realised that the people at jean yip are uber ching chongs.. they kept speaking mandarin to me.. its so awkward la.. i totally understand them but i duno how to reply them -.- ugh. the tough life of being a kantang..anyways, after getting my hair done, walked arnd and shopped for a dress to wear for ryan & andrea's wedding..



i have a fetish for lacey stuff =Danyways, i decided to buy the 3rd dress.. and since the shop was having a "buy-2-items-and-get-a-40%-discount-on-the-2nd-item" promotion, i got myself that white lacey top as well.. okays. am done blogging.. off i go.. toodles~
p/s: i doubt that i'll be blogging anytime soon.. term tests are just next week.. and i've got assignments to clear by this week.. also, dance homework to be done.. its gonna be a tough week ahead for project o.
Father I pray for a double portion of strength and anointing to be upon project o.. Lord i pray that You begin to stretch us and maximise our capacity.. cause us to be able to manage our time well.. Indeed Lord, we are the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.. Father i pray that in everything we do, we'll do it with a spirit of excellence.. be it in our studies or in our dance.. we want to be the best that we can be.. So Father i lift up everything into Your loving hands and in Jesus name i pray, Amen. :))