Friday, October 06, 2006
for when i am weak, then i am strong @ 12:23 AM
2 Corinthians 12:9-10
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.God reminded me of this verse when i was in the bus, on my way home.. yep.. project o got back our results for dance exam.. i flunked.. felt really disappointed and upset when i got my results.. mmm.. jia you cal~ o.. thanx project 0, sis sheevonne, ger and meng.. u guys are great! thanx for believing and encouraging me.. also, to dawn, shidah and jiarong for forwarding sweet sms-es to me just now.. even though they duno abt my results.. i really appreciate them for just thinking abt me.. and bothering to send me sweet sms-es.. God is good.. He has placed so many wonderful frens in my life =)3 people that i wanna really thank is Sister sheevonne, ger and meng.. mmm.. ger was the 1st person i broke the news to.. and she's really so sweet.. kept encouraging me.. and she even wanted to come all the way down to bedok just to meet me.. but i told her not to cuz afterall, its so late alrdy.. also, she's gonna be at SMU tmr.. she's coming down specially for me.. to dance and practice together.. =D then the 2nd person i broke the news to was da jie, my ex-cg leader.. and this was wad she replied "Dear, you r e best dancer in my eyes and that you can do it.. Jia u.. Dun stress yourself too much k.. Da jie loves you and will be standing with you :) jia u" tears filled my eyes when i read her sms.. i really thank God for her.. she has never failed to love and be supportive of me =D and the 3rd person was meng.. my bestest bro in church.. ha. he never fails to put a smile on my face when i am down.. its just the way he is.. he's so real to me.. always doing dumb stuff to pei(4) he(2) wo(3).. like playing 'guess the cartoon fairytale' or just 'singing my humps while walking down the streets of orchard road' ha. he's just a really great fren to have.. a person who never fails to be there to lift your burdens and to share you joy.. he even taught me a way to freestyle.. he said "when u dance, try going into the music.. whenever i listen to music, i'll be very happy.. then when im happy, im in my own world.. it will help.. so let the music surround u.. stand still if u need to.. just listen to the beat.. try when u are at home.. close ur eyes.. haha. when im in the bus.. i'll suddenly laugh for no reason just by listening to the songs i like.. haha. play one dance song now.. then put aside everything.. close ur eyes and move to the beat.. and slowly, do ur steps and show ur stuff.. dun care nice or not nice.. just do it.. hehe.. smile out of ur heart.." haha. he's the best la =Dwell, im thankful that God has placed these people in my life.. but the thing that i'm really thankful for is for God's grace.. 'cause bro. kenny is giving all of us a re-test next week.. to redeem ourselves in a way.. but at that point of time.. i just felt so lousy abt myself.. kept wondering if i had what it takes to be a dancer.. if i could have more confidence when i dance.. if i could catch steps fast.. all sorts of negative thoughts.. u name it, i thought abt it.. it was awful man.. i really felt as if im so darn weak.. but then again, as in the above verse.. God's power is made perfect in my weaknesses.. therefore, i will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses.. for when i am weak, then i am strong! Amen and Amen to that!! after being reminded of that verse.. i felt so much better.. God's encouragement is the ultimate! i really believe we can conquer the upcoming re-test on across the floor.. all 11 of us! jia you~ yes.. will be praying and practicing doubly hard.. despite my failure.. i refuse to give up.. i wont let the devil break me.. I WON'T!! *cal approaches the devil with a double pirouette, padaburet, left kick, right kick, right second and a left back kick.. muahas. after that, cal krumps her way to his ugly being and does lotsa krumping and whacking.. upon seeing that ugly coward being smashed like a cockroach on the floor.. cal says "roflol at joo!!"*
muahas. UH! aint it funky!! ^-^ haha. yay~ im feeling so much better now.. =)) hee. i love my Abba, Father..
GUIDANCE = God, U and I DANCE =D
when i'm weak, You are strong..
You're my feet when i cant move on.. You're the light, in the dark..
You're the whisper inside my heart..
i'm all for You :))
