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Sunday, August 27, 2006

19 @ 1:05 AM

the day..
dear heavenly Father.. i've turned 19! may this be a turning point in my life =) new beginnings.. new breakthroughs.. new heights.. Amen.
stayed home the entire day to study.. stressed out.. hais. then at night.. went to bedok interchange, met up with TRP peeps.. saw shee zheng for the 1st time since he left for china a few months back.. was supposed to have ban li ministry.. but didnt.. ha. at least for me.. the rest did though.. cuz gwen and i went walking arnd bedok central.. by the time we went back.. they finished ban li already! sadness~ i din get my dosage of ban li.. ha. but still.. its alrite.. another time then..
it was abt 11.30 alrdy.. most of them went home.. while the few of us living in bedok went to mac for awhile.. fellowshipped and laughed over retarded stuff.. ha. there was choons, darren, zhen yi jian (ha.) , shee zheng, juncen and i.. then after awhile, jocelin came to join us =)

juncen doesnt look 20 rite?! haha. chicken little~

pretty joce and i ;)

heh. juncen da cute..
anyways, i'm really so happy and touched to receive sms-es and calls from the people i love.. so sweet! thanx guys =D also, thanx to joce, choons, darren, zhen yi jian, shee zhen and juncen to wish me face to face!! yay! ^^*
ivan low! thanx for being the 1st to sms me.. u're awesome! :))
yong mun! thanx too! you remembered even after sooo long!! so touched can!! :))
yong zhi! thanx for your wishes! :))
Aileen! thanx dearie! so sweet of u lah~~ love ya too! :))
theresa! u missed me today rite? cuz i cldnt make it for gin's lesson.. ha. anyways, thanx darls!! *loves* :))
chewie! thanx my cute lil lao hong hamster!! sweetness~ :))
choons! wahahaha~ thanx for sms-ing me even tho i was sitting just next to u.. lolx!! u rock la! :))
qian min! babe! its been soooo long.. and u remembered! so sweet la!! hahaha. thanx k.. really appreciate it.. miss ya much! :))
nikz! thanx man.. so nice of ya to send me the verse~ nikzadelic! :))
dawn! babe!! thanx so much~ u're my sweetheart too! thanx for everything k.. u're just sooooo sweet.. love ya much!! :))
wenping!! wah~ how u get my number?? ha. thanx man! u're sooo nice!! hee. so touched la.. really thanx k! lets have supper at the hiphop prata shop soon! :))
melvyn martin choong! thanx too! ha. i bet it was wenping that reminded u to sms 1 rite.. lolx. =X even so.. thanx man! all the best for ur papers.. ugh. IT.. -.- hahaha. :))
jeffrey! ha. thanx for your reatrdedly funny sms.. it did put a smile on my face.. lolx. study hard dude! :))
as for phone calls.. amanda was the 1st! muahas.
thanx woman!! i noe u love & miss me still even though u always act like u dun.. wahahahahah~ yes, i love ya lots too! thanx for being the 1 who guided me thru my walk with God when i was still a baby christian.. u're the best! u rock, drama queen! :))
then darren chua was the 2nd! lolx. thanx bro! but wad took u sooo long?? lolx. =p k la.. not as long as it took for me to wish u.. hahaha. tk care aites. :))
ha. received a call from home.. mummy n daryl both wished me a happy birthday! whee~ sweetness! thanx!! love y'all soo much! :))
last call i received was from jacky!! my papaya.. woowee~ but it was no ordinary call.. ha. he did some beatboxing for me can!! AWESOME please!! no1 has ever done that before.. lolx. to me at least.. well, singing have.. but never beat boxing to wish me a happy birthday! wahahahaha~ thanx leh papaya! u're so sweet!! really appreciate u lots!! thanx for always calling me up when i'm sick or when i cant make it for dance.. u nice guy.. heh. :))
i was really happy.. all the stress that i was feeling jus disappeared.. overwhelmed by all the love i received from my family n frens =)
mmm.. anyways, we left mac at arnd 1am.. joce left to meet her fren.. while the 5 guys offered to walk me home 1st.. lolx. coolness. it really felt like i was having bodyguards.. heh. yep! they sent me to my hse.. then they walked back home.. thanx guys!! aprreciate y'all!! hehe.
but then.. when i came home.. saw my daddy.. so he called me.. at 1st i tot he was gonna wish mi happy birthday.. so i was kinda like grinning from ear to ear.. but he ended up nagging at me.. cuz of my handphone bill and some other stuff.. aiiis. was kinda sad la.. i dun even tink that he remembers that its my birthday.. but i dun blame him though.. i'm actually quite ok if he or any1 else doesnt remember this day.. but i duno why.. i was so affected by his nagging.. usually when he scolds me.. i'll just keep quiet and remain calm.. but today.. i duno why i cried.. hais. tears just kept running down my cheeks uncontrollably.. but i hid it from my dad.. din wan him to see.. so i juz brushed my hair across my face to block the view.. but then, my bro managed to catch me crying.. so he sort of cheered mi up and gave me a piece of tissue.. yep.. my bro can be so sweet at times.. thanx man.. love ya :))

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